We were entirely ready to have the Goddess remove all these defects of character
What do I see myself doing with the qualities I wish to attain? If I want spiritual peace, I must walk the Black Path and follow my Higher Power to higher states of awareness. If I want to publish a book, I have to work on it. If I want to be calm, I have to stop worrying so much about the little shit.
What will I do with my career? What career? I've blown that one out of the water irreversibly.
What will I do with my spare time? Be more creative, be more spiritual and be there for the people that love me and that I love.
What kind of parent, child, partner or friend will I be? I can raise a daughter far better with a clear heart and a focused mind. I will reach out to my partner instead of holding it in. I will return favors instead of just taking them, and I will not brush off others' feelings so easily.
Empathy is my biggest flaw. No, I take that back. Giving a fuck is my defect here, and when it's an inconvenience to me I rarely lift a finger. My give-a-fuck meter is stuck on "nuh-uh." I want it at least in the "tepid" state at worst. I don't want to be a user anymore. I don't want to have nothing to offer in return.
Going on and on I have the future in my hands
~Ghost out
